journal
3.23.2026 today, i did a ton of spring cleaning to distract myself from everything going on in my life right now. and honestly, it felt so cathartic. something about cleaning a space and clearing away dirt, grime, and dust feels symbolic for moving through emotional/spritual dust and grime. i:
- washed my sheets
- dusted surfaces, nooks, and crannies
- vacuumed
- cleaned the shower curtain liner
- scrubbed the shower
- cleaned the bathroom
- cleaned my watterbottle
i took a moment to sit and relish in the efforts of my labors, when i noticed i had a missed call getting back to me about a job interview that i had recently. i called them back, and they kindly told me i didn't get the job (which i was so hopeful of getting). just when i thought things couldn't get worse, here we are. i wish i could share everything going on and how i'm feeling with my person, but that's also a part of the problem- our relationship is paused for the time being. i know all of these things are happening for a reason, and with time, i will feel better. this opportunity didn't work out because the universe (or whatever) has something else in store for me.
3.16.2026
i've been fixated on a sandwhich from a local sandwich chain. it comes with sprouts, tomato, bacon, pickles, thousand island dressing, and tons of avocado. (i could have other fixings on there, but i'm not a super big fan of pepperoncinis or red onions). it's theee perfect scooby-doo sandwhich. what's your favorite type of sandwich? what ingredients are your no-goes? i used to hate pickles as a kid, but now i enjoy them in my sandwiches.
3.14.2026
i'm learning how to code html for the first time! this is the first post on my webpage that i've created all by myself so far. i haven't added much css yet, so it's very bare bones right now. i'm excited to learn more and fine-tune my skills as i learn. thank you neocities
